In denial

Have you ever missed someone so much that it hurts? All you want to do is talk to them but you know that even saying "hi" is unethical. And all you can do is wait, wait for them to miss you but you know that they won't. You're waiting for something, something that will never happen. You know that it will never happen, but you have that little piece of faith that they might. You know that it's the wrong thing to do but you still try to hold on to that tiny piece of faith... because you don't want to face the reality that they're gone. You don't want to face the reality that they're gone and is never coming back.

I admit, I don’t want to let go because I don’t want to forget. Memories mean everything to me…. I don’t want to forget….I won’t…

But I know that I HAVE TO MOVE ON… And I will, somehow