I've lost a friend as well...

Okay, I may have overreacted when he told me that " You should be thankful that I'm still talking to you." But, it was such a frustrating thing to hear.He said that he is trying to be friends. Tell me, what kind of "friend' would actually say that huh?

He is not being a friend at all. He is just being this arrogant little bitch. He's making a big huge fuss over such a petty and trivial issue. A very childish act. Don't get me wrong, I knew he was childish and arrogant...just not to THIS extent.

Yes, I got over the fact that we're NEVER going to be together again. I've accepted the fact that there are some guys who are better off as friends than boyfriends; Take Blake for example. He's better as my best friend then he ever was my boyfriend. AND I thank him, for staying by my side, through everything :)

POINT IS....I miss him. I miss how we used to talk and laugh. I miss my friend. I am missing him so so so much...
Each day that we don't talk, it's killing me because it seems like our friendship is slowly fading away. Sooner or later, we're just going to be 2 complete strangers to each other and THAT is what I'm afraid of. I've already lost so many friends..I don't want to lose another one..not again..