Dinner Date

Had a dinner date with this guy, Kenneth. Had a gloriously fun time at Vivo. Thank you for the meal and thank you for paying. :)

I don’t approve of how fast paced he is when it comes to relationships. Also, I don’t approve the fact that he used (he claims) to be a playboy. I’ve become more of the traditional type, as in, getting to know the person before being their girlfriend. However, I have to commend him on how mature he is, not like he had a choice though. He had to mature fast because of his background. He’s had the hard life, unlike me; I’ve been blessed with so many fortunate things that I’ve been under appreciating. I mean, he had to sell corn on the streets to make enough money to get through elementary school. Like today, when I shared about my suicidal thoughts and attempts to him, he made me realize the stupidity of those thoughts and actions. But he also assured me that it was “normal” to think of those because my problems seemed huge at the moment because I’m not used to seeing the ugly side of life and that whenever I’m facing those, he’d always ( or try his utmost best to) be there to help me through them. 

He’s a sweet and thoughtful guy, but I’m still considering his proposal. He said he’d wait for 5 years if he had to…Let’s see if he’ll actually do it, shall we?