I'm depressed but i have no reason to be. If I try to find out what is depressing me... I'd be even more depressed, worse than what i was already feeling.
I don't really know. I feel like I should be missing someone but I don't. Like as if he isn't worth my time anymore. Why should i bother with someone who never fought for me? Why should I bother with someone who doesn't even try to continue the conversation?

Why should I believe your words anymore? If you really miss me or if you were really trying to stay friends, you would have tried to continue the conversation. Until you actually show me that you're trying, you're a stranger. Unworthy.
I'm being a snob? Yes. I've always been a snob, in fact.
I thought typing my thoughts out would somehow make me feel better... I was wrong.
I'm just gonna sleep this off.