If only we could turn back the hands of time.

I'm on the phone with Amirul. I'm just hearing his 5 year old cousin laughing in the background. Of course, Amirul is also entertaining her.

Gosh, I miss it when I was her age. When the simplest things could make me laugh and smile. I recall even throwing a rock on the ground made me laugh like a mentally retarded person. Back when i didn't have to worry about good grades, being the best, due dates and projects. Not worrying about the backstabbers. When you didn't have to worry about heartbreakers  and jerks who are just after sex. Basically, I miss the times when we didn't really have to worry about anything except our own happiness. 

I miss being a child. Growing up is the worst thing that I've done in my life. Too bad it can neither be stopped or prevented. Everyone has to grow up some day. Sadly. If only I could travel back in time. I would have told myself to enjoy being a kid, to enjoy the naps and everything that came along with it. Because once you grow up, you're going to miss it so badly.