I'm falling apart. The strong front that I've managed to pull of for years has weakened. It started feeling worse when Kuya Mike saw right through me... It was rather scary because I barely speak to him and he saw right through my "mask".
But he was right though. I have to stop running away from my problems, open up more, put down the mask and just be myself. I shouldn't be trying so hard and pushing myself to feel appreciated and loved because they already do. I may not feel like they do because I'm the one who is pushing everyone away. I'm the one who is trying to run away from pain. I'm the one who is causing my own solitude.
Let's try and change things, shall we?
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