Forgive me for the previous post. I was just ranting out because my mother managed to upset me, once again. She managed to upset me about the matters of boyfriends. Thus why I recalled my ex. yea... 

I like being alone, sometimes. When you're alone, there won't be anybody to ridicule you, or hurt you. That's what I love about being alone. 

But then, I'd see a happy couple or two close friends just chatting and laughing away. Then I'd miss the company of others. Miss having someone to shall all those happy and sad moments with.

When I see that, I'd remember why I hate solitude so much. But whenever I'm with someone, I'd remember why I preferred being alone.