thoughts

I've pretty much planned out my whole life. Though things don't go according to how I planned it, but still.
I mean, I didn't plan on getting in to Changkat Primary or Bedok Town Secondary or Republic Poly... But at least I managed to get into Primary, Secondary and Collage.
You know what I mean?...

When I was younger, I would only plan to graduate to poly/secondary. I've never really planned out on WHICH institute I would enter into. It's like...If I manage to get into a school then I'm happy because at least I'm moving forward.
Now, I'm thinking about advancing to University. I know it may be too early to plan for it but I want to have a target to aim for while I'm in Poly.
So far I've aimed for NUS or NTU. That requires me to have a GPA of 4.0 ( Which is VERY difficult. Not Impossible but difficult. )

Worst case scenario, Plan B would be going to Australia to continue my studies. I'll try to enter in Australian National University ( Canberra), University of Melbourne, University of Queensland or University of Western Australia (Perth).

It's not that it's a bad thing, moving to Aus. But it's just called a "worst case" because I really really don't want to give up my lifestyle in Singapore. I'm too used to it... I mean, I've been living in Singapore for 12 years, moving to a completely new place is scary. Even though I have friends in Aus; Tory, Blake, Cody, Jaska, Darrille ( YFC ), Monicarea ( YFC), Christine, Trent, Makenzie ( alright she's not really a friend. Blake's sister), Kara and a few more, it's still really really scary to move there. Even though some part of me wants to move to Australia so that I'll be able to hold Blake, I still rather not. Long Distance is really killing me man... I hate it.
No parents, No friends( THAT I KNOW WELL). It's like starting to live all over again...this time, on your OWN.  

But most likely, the latter would occur. Unless I study SUPER SUPER hard...which I hope I'll be able to maintain for another 3 years in Poly. *fingers crossed*