I stumbled upon his old tumblr account. 
Though it’s full of grammatical error and has a lack of punctuation, I still managed to understand what he’s trying to say. 

Stumbling upon that, it just made me realize how lonely he truly is… and how ‘in love’ he was with Lisa. 
How alone he feels and how much he fears that. Nobody likes solitude, even if he enjoys the quiet. I wish I could just sit by him. Two of us just enjoying each other’s company without saying a word. *sigh* if only eh?

I wish I can see, or even share, his pain. So at least he wouldn’t be going through this alone. Ever since he moved, he doesn’t have many people to talk to since he’s “in the middle of nowhere” and is so far from the city or civilization. 

Honestly, I’m sort of lonely as well.  
Having this pain inside that no one could see, because I mask it with a smile. Oh gosh, the amount of pain a smile could cover up. The thing is, I don’t know how to express that pain, I don’t know how to properly take it out of my system and be happy with my life.