Honestly, I'm still amazed at how hanging out with the YFCs could just make me forget about my problems and just live the moment.

During the Dinner&Dance, CFC 25th Anniversary, I was depressed because of the depleting messages shared between Blake and I. After a while, I forgot about that. Not really forgot, per say. But I learnt how to just not let it affect me. Instead I was just dancing ( horribly ) with the rest of the YFCs on the dance floor, just enjoying myself. Laughing, dancing crazily, jumping around. 

I was upset about it because it felt like I was losing him. The more we don't communicate, the further away we get. 

But most of my friends advice me to "give him some space." and just wait for his reply. Don't send him another message until he replies..or until I won't be bothered when he doesn't reply to my messages instantly. I'm sorry, I'm too used to him replying very quickly to my messages and requests. 

This didn't bother me before, so why should it bother me now?